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Canada Goose Outlet What this represents is three different plastic surgeon induced post injury er. injuries? Not really injuries but not canada goose shop uk that my body would notice the difference. Collatoral damage. The two horizontal sections are skin graft sites. The one canada goose parka uk on the top of my thigh is still very sore all over (remember we now nearly three months after the crash); the one canada goose outlet online on the side of my thigh over on my right hand side is still sore at the top. Canada Goose Outlet

canada goose deals Both of these were covered after the operation with large canada goose outlet reviews sized which is kind of like the material you get around the edge of sensitive skin plasters (except it reacted with my skin, which was nice). After ten days (eleven, in my case) the mefix could be lifted off, given that the new skin cheap canada goose jackets should have grown underneath. Which is did. Mostly. Ask me if it hurts seeing chunks of your very tentative skin growth being ripped off on a massive plaster. Go on. canada goose deals

Canada Goose Jackets One of the oddest things about these assaults on my body was how much they “gunged out”, as I put it at the time. The lack of skin produced an onslaught of lymph and goo (not blood), pouring from the open wounds in hospital, leading to my poor, numb and bruised thigh being wrapped in dressings designed to soak up (ie: gunge), yet still waking every morning to find the right side of the bed soaked canada goose outlet canada through. To sum up the short term situation: yeeeeuch. canada goose uk site So these, each are about 2.5 inches across, and five or 6 inches long. Canada Goose Jackets

What do you mean, what that long blue line? Ah well, you see. This is the bit that has continued to be numb for three months (and counting). This is the bit where they took out a blood vessel This is the bit where they took a patch of skin and sewed in to my other leg. not to mention a large chunk of flesh. The line of rounded off by a perfectly round punctuation mark. A full stop, just above the knee, where a tube sucked gunge from underneath the scar, where it couldn presumably, right calf:

canada goose store Lower down, below the knee on the right leg there were a bunch of bruises which, in retrospect help to put bruises in to perspective. Extremely colourful and vivid, nevertheless these dispersed within a couple of days, it seems to me now. It just goes to show you. It the deep, nasty invisible canada goose outlet store calgary bruises you got to worry about. Not these surface rainbow coloured affairs. canada goose store

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There are some sub areas, such as pit but we may come to those. I going to talk you down the leg from the knee. You will remember that I have a hematoma on the inside right of my left thigh. Well it not just that the knee is entirely numb on the right hand side too, and has hidden, odd swelling that makes everything feel tight and stiff. In essence, the lorry when it clipped me off the bike, took my left leg and as it hit the breaks, dragged it along the road, before coming to a stop on top of it. The bruising and damage extended up to almost the very top of the left thigh on the inside but up at that level there were merely huge yellow and dark red bruises. As discussed above, these disappeared fairly quickly, leaving swelling, the skin laceration above the knee, the hematoma, the swollen knee and as we go below the knee, we reach I presume canada goose outlet black friday the skin canada goose outlet authentic and flesh the lorry lay on top of. 1 The straight graft starts as the knee stops, punctuated with a small red comma of lost skin just above it, as if an orbiting moon of the 50p sized scar above the knee. As you can see from the image, the missing skin (and onward) is pretty much the covering to the muscle. the very top of the calf, where the skin covers the bone, escaped the de frocking of the surgeon knife. So, first: a section about 2.5 cm wide and maybe 3, and 3 and a bit, leading to 4 inches in height has a skin graft on. Only the skin was lost here no flesh. The recovery of this area is amazing you would not know it was a graft. The only difference is that it looks like an area that has been very bruised. 2. The beach. There is a thick curve around the edge of the first graft area, after which a section of comparable size looks like nothing less than a light purple lunar landscape. Graft, placed in top of bare muscle. I lost all my flesh on the side of the leg from this point on. I have a fairly big problem with this area. Well. I have a practical problem with this, which is that when I moisturise the skin (which I do, daily), some of the lotion gathers in the deep crevasses, and it is impossible to get it out, or moisurise it in. My second poblem is. fuck, it looks ugly. I canada goose uk mean really damn strange. It not like this stuff is unobtrusive, either. is it called Beach you ask? The skin growth granulated strongly, in to many nobule things called these are basically overgrowth of collagen, amongst other lesser bits of your (basically) The bit that needs to be there so that your thin and wispy but super important epidermis can grow on top. there are many, many nobbly bits.

cheap canada goose outlet toronto factory Canada Goose Part 3. The flap. Now, do you remember the long blue line? What you have to remember is, the skin and flesh is missing along the inner side of my left leg from about two thirds of the way up. Graft covers the muscle initially but as the leg moves dow toward the ankle, things get a little more hairy. It canada goose premium outlet not just the flesh that gone. The vein that goes from the foot back up the leg is damaged and failing. If that fails, the foot fails. not only that but as my poor husband will attest, the bones in my ankle are exposed to the air. Bones don canada goose outlet london uk tend to like that sort of thing. cheap Canada Goose

buy canada goose jacket cheap So what they did was this. First of all, a lozenge shaped piece of my right thigh skin is cut out. It really huge! They also stretched it a bit on the leg before sewing it on but canada goose outlet new york basically we talking about a piece 2.5 inches wide and 6 inches on one side, 5 on the other, sew on. well, three sides sewn on. well, two and a half sides sewn on (you can only stretch skin so far) to my leg above my ankle. What does it look like? Somewhat like a home mended soft toy. I am left with a permanent reminder of Woody and his home sewn arm in Toy Story 2. the half a side that wasn sewn was left to its own devices, and the triangular portionn that was missing (basically) gradually skinned over. I called that archipelago The archipelago really didn want to heal, for ages. around from the archipelago was Cliff this was the fourth side of the flap. The bit they didn sew. The bit, in short, which consisted of a large, raw section of my thigh, with no skin on, a fair approxumation of which is drawn above. I could actually see the layer of subcutaneous fat underneath the skin (reassuringly thin 😉 before the flesh started. It looked like a fresh chopped roast, wrapped in its own skin, ready for the oven. It was awful. Fascinating, but beyond imagining. I will not be able to describe the taboo nature of this well enough. You are looking at the inside of your leg. On the outside. Everything in your body screams that it is wrong. I have been thinking about that, in conjunction with thoughts about by JG Ballard and want to write a muse in a few days. buy canada goose jacket cheap

canada goose coats The last nicknamed piece is canada goose outlet store near me pit This is at the bottom of the right hand side of the cliff (from my position). It is a tip of the thumb sized dip, which whilst it was raw I wouldn have dared touch, but now, I can stick my little finger in to moisturise it. Its where all the gunge and would collect. As well as blood. Even though I was standing up sometimes at least, nevertheless I would find it full. Also full of piles of cheesy dead skin cells. A delight! canada goose coats

canada goose Referring to the image above, what the story with the chopped bit then? That er. kind of. canada goose outlet belgium Chopped? When it was all entirely raw, it looked as if someone had taken a machete to my leg. In reality, the difference was hugely exaggerated due to the flap at the bottom sticking out so far, but it still looks depressingly weird. How could it not. canada goose

Lastly, the bottom section in fact runs along the length of the injury from the flap upward. It received no grafts and the difference is clear. It is still dark red and blotchy; it has areas of thickened skin which feels tight. It a little odd, but there no indication it won gradually get paler over time.

More granular detail to come, plus, nearly time canada goose outlet las vegas for an actual photograph! I would have had it a week or so ago, but an annoying blistery bit came up on the beach which then burst. Lovely. Nothing nasty, just a red and open bit. As soon as it heals we can contemplate going swimming! just how much of an ordeal will that be? God knows.

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